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11/28/2008 纪念一下11月的最后一天其实11月的最后一天没有什么好纪念的,不过如果我说这天也是公司Q2的结束那就意义非凡了各位。我的天啊。。得好好慰劳一下自己这2个星期来疯狂的努力啊!Quarter-end是折磨人的,Q2的Quarter-end就更不用说了。觉得自己特别的累。。。真认真了!其实跟我有什么关系啊?又有多大的关系呢?不知道 。。。Tina和Sandy都不能理解我这种神经病似的病人!我就快成了神经病了 。。。 别人不烦我自己都开始烦了哈。哎,还好就快要结束了!突然觉得自己很伟大哈,在为了公司的每一个dollar而努力奋斗着直到最后一刻哈!多么勤奋的我啊。。。我不能指望quarter end变得不那么hectic哈所以我能做的就只有希望自己能慢慢的开始get used to every single quarter-end, quiet or crazy ... good or bad ... anyway, let it be lah!希望自己能在craizness中找到那片刻的peace,能在大大小小的last-min shocks中找到些许的surprises,哪怕就只有一次 。。。还有还有 能在那hopeless的眼神中看到hope和satisfaction 。。。一定要记住 impossible is nothing!!!!! you never know what will happen next sec in life ... so STAY HAPPY when you are still alive, 因为有一天我们会死很久!真有道理哈!
期待12月份 。。。 其实每年的我都很期待一年中的最后一个月ever since I was little. 小时候喜欢是因为12月份呢就意味着快过年了,可以彪吃彪玩了 。。。现在喜欢12月份呢是因为这是一个seasons greeting的季节,不知道从什么时候开始喜欢过X'mas了就算不真正的celebrate但是X'mas in my heart always ... 新年always after Dec所以总觉得有些感伤了哈。。another year is gone .. we are getting older!!! However, I m cool. 最近几年喜欢X'mas还因为Burma friend Thin的一句:You are just like Dec in Australia (guess she means my character ha)... rains in the morning .. sunshine at noon ... then downfall in the afternoon ... gets cold at night ... haha .. what a stupid comment is that? But anyway, she could be right at times, seriously! I do miss the time when we both ate like a pig at night while watching moives in her room with Vanessa. I also miss the time when she always came to my room to mess up my stuff and jump on my bed like a child! Young all those years! I wish I would never grow up ... now all memory is " once upon a time" ... sob sob ...
今天也终于有了点时间来写写自己最近的生活动态了。还要非常感谢我的亲友团哈。。。谢谢Tina一直的关心和支持让我每一天都保证有个人能complain to哈哈。。这个很关键啊!还要感谢妞妞Sandy在我最不开心的时候给我的鼓励还有sweet coffee time.... 哦 不能忘记了Betty哈即使怀孕了还不忘记跟我一起生气上火。。。够意思哈!还要感谢我最亲爱的Cynthia妞的天天网上陪伴啊。。。知道你是不得以哈!朋友就像家人,让我觉得温暖,和谐。。。朋友让我不会孤单因为我知道他们永远不会放弃正如我对他们一样。。。Thank you & I will always love you all.
又是Friday了 。。。大家好好休息哈我们12月份见啦!!!
Loves/xoxo
Rachel
11/27/2008 幽默一刻笑一笑哈在紧张的工作当中也让自己心情愉悦一下吧。谢谢姐妹小昭的幽默一刻啊!这些话确实让我笑了。。思考了。。
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1. 你让我滚,我滚了。你让我回来,对不起,滚远了 11/24/2008 Shine On!!!Things shine at first,and then as time goes by,it tended to fade away,and eventually,it's just not there any more, so Shine On, just, shine on!
Close your eyes and they'll all be gone, with your smile just as bright as the sun ... just you and I shone ... just shone ..... With Loves
Rach
11/17/2008 The Donkey Attitude
11/12/2008 沉默的时候,离自己的灵魂最近这几天很忙,几次想写点什么都被事情打断了。
终于看完了妹妹的103篇日志在QQ空间上,很震撼!看着她精心打理过的空间,自感惭愧了!一直觉得表妹是个大大咧咧的女孩子80后的那些特征在她的身上表现的淋漓尽致。今天,突然觉得她长大了其实早就长大了只是她从来都不在我们面前表现出来。看着表妹一会哭一会笑的故事我也跟着起伏着!原来生活真的可以这么简单啊!真的可以....嗯,simple is the best!
最近一段时间真的好忙碌啊!幸好有我的妞们天天陪我哈听我发牢骚哈!不好意思了。。。姐妹Tina最近可能又处在了阵痛期,哎呀看了很心疼不知道怎么才能让她好受点,只希望我说的她能听进去!伤疤在好了之前总是要丑一段日子的 。。。妞,阳光走在风雨后哈。一定要坚强无比坚强,我会支持你的!
哦,突然觉得北京其实无比和谐真的,好多人都说北京不好太大人多各种不好的声音,可是其实如果真的踏实的住下了根本就不会感觉到这些!反而觉得一切还都算是方便至少坐地铁的时候不用等红灯,去哪里都有N多的车能到,逛街有N多的地方能逛就怕你不知道,还有还有住北京没有人去逛街都去sightseeing了,我准备一个星期去一个地方个个击破!也发现自己的心态平和了很多真的可能是离家远的关系吧,凡事都会让一让反而让我心平气和了!这也许就是我看什么都顺眼了的原因吧?世界如此美妙,我却如此急躁不好不好啊!开始学会接受了,学会了appreciate周围的人和事!想起了在国外住的那些年,朋友真的是我最大的财富了!说成是相依为命不算夸张。所以昨天晚上给我的best friend Sarah打了电话聊了很久。。。。
2008就快过去了时间真的过的好快啊!赶紧过去吧2008真的不是一个好的年份。。。希望即将到来的2009能给我们带来希望。。。各路神仙啊请你多看我一眼吧。哈哈妹妹说的!我差点乐倍儿过去!哎,小女子要去给我妈妈请安了现在,下了哈!
p.s我在看北京国安的球哈直播的还有人看球吗?我悄悄问一句!哈哈我是在想偷偷摸摸的关心一下即将倒闭的中国足球!晚安了姐妹兄弟们!
11/5/2008 Where is my limit?There isn't a limit to everything. Guess this is so damn true portrayal of my life at the moment.
Feeling so miserable and lost ... I feel like I m pushing my boundary every minute and now I m just sitting on the edge of my own collapse, a devastating breakdown will completely knock myself down .... The biggest FEAR ever within ....
I wish I could be someone who can say whateva they want without hesitation; or I wish myself to be the one who cares nothing but oneself; or I wish others could be someone else's else to me ... sounds complicated though. Stop wishing ... This is my WISH now. Ummm ... I know there are a lot of things I can't give in, I can't say NO ... I can't do exactly what my heart says ... whenever it happens, I feel soooooo depressed, so reluctant ... and so indignant. Sigh ... such is life! Nothing is perfect ... I will not spend a minute trying to find the perfection that I used to believe ... It is not existing at all, never ...
I realized I had been really moody lately. It is never me .... lose my temper so much more easily than before, anything can make me angry. I hate such an rubbish me! Sorry my dear friends if I just did that to you as well. Please forgive me, I promise I will change back to the one you are willing to love ... it will not take long at all. Decided coz I can't be lost for too long ... Time to re-think ... life needs to move on ...
I miss Cynthia, miss her company. Hope she has heaps of fun in Japan.
Today is really foggy outside, hard to see anythiny ..but everything seems so clear on my mind. 11/4/2008 HibernateHibernate的各种特征可能就是eat more, sleep more ... getting lazy to move, walk ... even lazy to talk to people unless I HAVE TO!!!! 这几天一直吃的非常多,给我多少我都能吃了不知饥饱的吃吃吃,可怕啊!I miss my summer time!!!! 连Betty都不会像我那么容易饿呢,她还是个孕妇!!!多丢人啊!是在饿的不行了我就下去买杯RICH的Latte喝喝 。。一杯水下去真饱 。。我每次都这样吃的都要吐了发誓这辈子都不再吃饭了,一转眼的功夫有开始想吃东西了!!!!你说我妈妈养我是不是得哭死啊? 不知道。。。姐们们你们都这样吗?这是不是预示着我要发胖了啊? 呜呜。。。
还开会呢这里,非常烦!还有,我很想kill myself now...PANIC!!! DYING!!! 今天早上接了个大活, 我的神啊!不行,神也救不了我了,我根本不知道what the hell is that! Deadline is TMR ... GOSH!!! Who makes my life so tough??? 11/3/2008 Relaxing的周末Must very much thanks to my dearest friend Nina Ning for giving me such a great chance to shop with her. She made me understand what the women were born for ... hmmmm .... This is definitely a compliment ha dear! We had fun ....
Shopping了整整一天哈,硕果累累啊不过小欣却埋怨我说只有跟我shopping的时候才会花好多钱,天啊有没有良心你不花钱去逛什么街啊?肯定是有欲望要买东西了才要去逛街,那么就spoil yourself了,女人扼杀自己的欲望是一件多么可怕的事情啊!女人一定要对自己狠一点,想干什么就干什么吧谁知道明天你的钱还能不能花出去了!Don't know ...所以还是shop shop shop ... O(∩_∩)O哈哈~ anyway, 我和Nina都有收获哈而且满满的,可是我发现了现在怎么那么难找到让自己一见钟情的东西呢?用朋友的话说就是根本没有那种看了这个东西就觉得我非买不可不买就得死的感觉!。。。我以前有啊。。那个欲望膨胀啊可是现在是可买可不买了有没有都行,随便啊!你说是我长大了还是现在的东西不那么可口了呢?不知道啊。。。
今天早上起床我那个负罪感啊,昨天吃了一天的垃圾和欣欣,早上去吃了大餐过了没有2小时有去吃奶酪,小笼包。。。又过了没有多长时间就去吃冰激凌,晚上本来说好了不吃饭了因为确实不饿,结果还是没有抵挡住掉渣饼的诱惑去买了2个4元钱的掉渣饼。。怎么那么贵啊不是1元钱的吗?我和Nina根本不管那套,一边走一边吃还一边逛着,这都什么形象啊?我们左手是中友商场,右手边是君泰百货,身后是西单霓虹闪烁的。。。而我们俩农村人走在繁华的大街上使劲的吃着掉渣饼。。。和谐和谐!一看就知道是社会主义了! 真好。。。
由于答应了朋友我们今天带饭我晚上回家又叮叮当当的开始做饭吃。。。1030pm了才忙乎完 。。很累哈!不过充实了!哦最精彩的是我又去网上战了一锅扑克哈!表现的无比神勇!!!感谢哥哥的完美配合哈。。。让我昨天晚上睡了个好觉了哈哈哈哈哈。。笑的非常大声哈!
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