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    5/30/2008

    Come to an end

    R u a smart person? m afraid I m not ...'cause there are too many things I can never get answers but trying to find all the time. That is NOT smart at all ... smart people will just let go ...
     
    I dun know ... I dun know ... I dun wanna know ... that is me ... the bloody stupid ways of how I handle things. Think too much ... care for too much ... simplest words describe the most complicated me. This is who I am.
     
    Wish everything could come to an end one day ... sooner or later ... as long as it will draw a conclusion when the right time comes. With you, I am born again.
     
    Time flies, please live up! I am thinking of you.
    5/29/2008

    痛并快乐着

    终于啊,昨天生平第一次拔牙了,靠,给我疼屁了! 打了4针麻药才给弄出来,其实过程是short的但是结果是严重的,只见一些血肉模糊的东西一桌子!大夫说啊,全是囊肿啊!就一直在处置结果说哎呀你行你这个伤口太大了,需要缝合了不然容易大出血,我当时就晕了!还在我脸上蒙上了一块布可能当时真得很惨不忍睹啊!不知道。。总之我知道接下来的时间将是痛苦的!买了一大堆止疼的,消炎的药。麻药过了我连死的心都有了,除了拔牙的疼痛之外还有伤口缝合的疼痛! 妈的,不得不骂人了因为到现在为止还都没有止血呢。一直流血。。。一嘴的血腥味儿!5555 。。。这份罪不太好受哈!不过,疼不疼,想想灾区的人民啊!突然觉得无比坚强了!希望赶紧好吧。。也让我能痛快地吃肉喝酒哈!现在。。。就只能先喝水了!
     
    感谢那些关心我的朋友们哈。。谢谢你们的慰问和关心。我很好!痛并快乐着!
     
    对了,刚才看到了我的妞Cynthia写的blog,被她其中一句话震撼了,她说:“对不起,我还爱着你!”简简单单的一句话突然让我觉得我们忙忙碌碌。。岁岁年年。。。到底在寻找什么呢?我知道,你呢?
     
    2008, watch it! 祝福爱我和我爱的每一人!Sorry, I love you!
     
    Rach
     
    5/27/2008

    Never say Bye bye

    "Bye Bye"

    (I stay in love with you)
    This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
    Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
    Put your hand way up high
    We will never say bye (no, no, no)
    Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
    This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
    Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

    As a child there were them times
    I didn't get it but you kept me in line
    I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
    It's something more than saying "I miss you"
    But when we talked too
    All them grown folk things
    Separation brings
    You never let me know it
    You never let it show because
    You loved me and obviously
    There's so much more left to say
    If you were with me today face to face


    I never knew I could hurt like this
    And everyday life goes on like
    "I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
    "I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
    As time goes by
    And soon as you reach a better place
    Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
    And I'm right here next to you
    It feels like you gone too soon
    The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

    And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
    And you never got to see me back at number one
    I wish that you were here to celebrate together
    I wish that we could spend the holidays together

    I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
    With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
    I thought you were so strong
    That you can make it through whatever
    It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
    (bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
    Bye bye

    This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
    Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
    Put your hand way up high
    We will never say bye (no, no, no)
    Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
    This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
    Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

    5/26/2008

    如杂草一样坚强

    一定要给我的妞Christy一封表扬信,感谢她让我重新认识了Mariah Carey哈。。。好喜欢她的歌曲啊。。。入迷的爱上了Bye bye,就等我的ipod来了,赶紧让我把这些好歌都放进去吧!早晚不听的听!!! 好歌不断哈!
     
    Stay in love with you!!!!
     
    谢谢妞哈。。。
     
     
    5/22/2008

    我们的孩子出生了!

    收到昭昭短信的一瞬间,眼泪夺眶而出真的,就是这么的激动!也许是我们姐妹们看着麟儿慢慢长大一天一天的,有一天baby有胎心了。。。又有一天baby突然动了。。。他的一举一动我们都关注着都看着。。他是我们大家的孩子,昭昭一定要告诉我们的孩子他是多么的幸福!今天早上我们每一个人都非常的开心。。8斤4两你一定受苦了吧?不过我们都知道你是最勇敢坚强的妈妈!我们apps的男娃哈!你终于也解脱了。。。
     
    我们马上要去看你哈和我们的孩子,Coco最吵了。。。我们正在商量给孩子买什么呢?lucky baby的什么东西呢?现在都要买2份了还有青的哈。你们都很勇敢!
     
    可能是刚刚地震的原因突然觉得生是多么的宝贵。。能好好的活着又是多么的不容易。我相信我们的孩子肯定能像你一样。。像我们一样。。。幸福快乐每一天!衷心祝福我的好姐妹-昭昭! 同时还要向那些正在。。正准备怀孕中的孕妇,准孕妇们致以最崇高的敬意。。。谢谢你们给生命带来了新的希望!我???嘿嘿。。。嗯哪 也要努力哈!
    5/19/2008

    悲痛

    很多次被电视上那些活生生的画面所感动。。。被那些热爱生命的人们所感动,被那些精神所感动着。。。眼泪是发自内心的!
     
    说实在的从小到大我从来没有因为自己是中国人而骄傲。。尤其在国外的时候,更是“隐形的痛”啊!但是,第一次,真的是第一次我感到了无比自豪看到我们的同胞是那样的团结那样的坚强那样的坚不可摧!一种民族自豪感油然而生了!!看着电视上的一幕幕我突然觉得自己还能活着就是幸福的!能活得很好就更是幸福得像花儿一样了。。。不再去要求。。当看到15岁的女孩就那样被截肢了可是还是拼命的往外爬。。我们不应该再去对生活有再多的要求。。。当看到那么多失去父母的孤儿,我知道我们活着就应该去感激。。。我就这样不停的被一次一次地感动着!
     
    祝福中国。。能够富强年年岁岁;祝福我们。。能够平安岁岁年年。。。
     
     
     
    5/10/2008

    五一之后

    时间过的真快,转眼都五月中了。我回来了哈姐妹们。。。由于身体的不适,暂时work from home. 尽量赶紧回去你们当中哈。。十分想念你们哈!都乖不?
     
    哎呀我发现我动不动就要失调一段时间,哈哈正如我的心情一样,这样也好“说破无毒“哈,发出来总好的过憋在里面强对不?既来之则安之啦!如果下个星期不能回去office的话,那肯定在下下个星期回去哈,promise!!!我们最最勇敢的青终于生了,哈哈还是顺产真好!昭昭一定要加油哈你肯定行!!!我们都等着你们的照片呢!
     
    其实呆在家里真无聊也没有人跟我聊天。。lonely!!!!哦,对了,我贴了照片给你们看哈。。去看看吧!对你们多么的重视啊,在百病之中还能想着给你们弄这个东西呢!多么可爱的我哈。
     
    爱你们。。