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9/26/2006 A rainy DayWoke up ... Raining ... "SIGH"!!
Not feeling well those days, aiya I am also sick of that, I am coming down with a serious flu + some other sickness ... now my whole body is aching badly and yet still have to come to work. Well, we r having training this week so cannot afford to take sick leave, somemore, I dun wanna anyhow take leave which will mislead others as well. Better behave myself ...
Lecturer is non-stop talking something we all dun know. We are all lost in him "paradise"(hopefully can be called), I dun see the point of having this lecture since it is so useless to us. All lecturers dun care if we absort, what they care is to finish their course planning in time to finish up all books. THAT is ALL! So inresponsible!!! For the sake of teaching ..... I hate this kinda of classes ... irritate us a lot... He seems speeding with the time and speaks faster and faster, I really wanna him to shut UPPPPP! Dun torture us by saying nonsenses...
I so much prefer Ellis & Marian to come to Dalian to teach us with their real experiences from work. It is more vivid and subjective. I heard that my lecturer has never done this course before but yet now he is teaching us... I bet he also does not understand what he says sometimes.
TO BE CONTINUED ... dun feel like writing leh, wanna sleep... raining ... rain rainnnnn .... ZZZzzzzzz....
Rachel
9/20/2006 缘-妙不可言当他用尽自己的全力去爱你，关心你，照顾你，满足你的时候，嫁给他吧，做他漂亮的新娘！你会幸福的，你一定是那个最让人羡慕的女人！勇敢的去承诺，去包容，去珍惜，更要去爱惜你的那个他！
祝福所有的朋友能找到你的那个"他",用心去爱吧！只要有心，惊喜无处不在！他，可能离你只是一个转身的距离！ 9/15/2006 YES 93.3 live music station It was the only live radio station I used to keep, whenever possible, I would like to have my earphone on and enjoy the peaceful moment.
Have been searching for this station for long time since back, but no good quality was found. Hahahaha VIP sent me one website which surprises me a lot! Finally, I have my favorite channel back. It used to accompany me to sweep my sleepless nights and a lot of loneliness. Now listening to this station again brings me back to the days in Singapore.
Well, I dun really regret what I have done coz myself knows that how hard it was to be alone those years overseas; only myself knows how many nights I cried myself to bed and woke up with tears on face. I was like a pathetic and poor babe lost in somewhere, no one to rely on; no one to trust; no one takes care of me and no shoulders to lean on ...... I had nothing but myself! Those days made me even stronger and more independent. I learnt to be positive and optimistic to the things coming to life after then. I think I did pretty well, does not matter success or failure, I stayed cool.....
Life is full of ups and downs, we need to see ard all those abstacles and be proactive to those unforeseen factors which might affect our lives to certain extent. My belief is to try the best and forget about the result, never even try to control sth out of our control. What is that for? Let things go naturally. Believe in "given and taken", life will become easier if we all can let go ....
Luckily I have so many good friends to guide me through and share my sadness and sorrow ... Maybe we hardly contact now due to some restrictions here and there, but they are all in my heart with deep appreciation, they make me feel so rich and lucky. Friends enrich my life, give me the courage, brighten my path to the success. friends, friends and friends ... I chrish all of you as much as my own life!
Friday again .... REST ah!!! Have a good weekend my dear all !!
With loves
Rachel 9/14/2006 My name was 小R ...Cannot exactly remember who was the first one to call me "小R". Well, I know William Ma Yu used to call me 小Ral(小瑞)....
Once Charles said he missed the days when he was known as Cookie, yes yes, same here. My ex-teammates like to call me 小R, during those days I forgot actually I am Rachel in full. hahahahaha .... it just made me feel so close to all my members and so much comfortable with it. Only with them, I have a sense of belonging, I know I still belong to them, their R never gone from them. I dun have problems with my current colleagues, they are nice and friendly. But somehow sth is missing, I know it is my fault to leave that distance and never put effort to even bridge that gap! I m not sure why!
Have left GC team for months already, seen my ex-colleagues several times in between. It is good to know that everyone is doing well in the team though short of man power those days. I dun regret to leave Acc coz I know it is for my own good. Told myself many times not to look back often, it will only bother me and make me feel a bit sour. haha.... yeah yeah too sentimental already. That old saying is correct - women are made by water!!!
I am doing well and having the life I want in fact. Looking back does not necessarily mean to against the present life but it is a way to recall and yearn, perhaps. After all it gave me such a unforgetable memory and I met my dearest VIP there. How dare I easily forget then? Just like I never dare forget the days overseas..... good or bad, all in all I have grown up during those days. When relatives are not ard, friends become the most important elements to rely on when we are in trouble. Yes, I deeply understand. That is why I said I appreciated everything I had before, life teachs me to be a ture self, a friend, a daughter and a wife!!!
Going to step into another stage of life cycle. Hahaha ... em..... be someone's wife already. Cannot wait in fact, not becoz of the curiousness but a strong commiment and self belief. I am faithful enough to commit to VIP haha ... Not marry for the sake of marriage ya all my dear friends. okay okay, I am still in the class actually. Hahahaha cannot understand what my lecturer's talking, so complicated and misleading. Never mind, forget it! Weekend is coming to me....
Wish u all happy and enjoy weekend ya! Love love lovesssss
Rachel
9/12/2006 Full-time student again, sigh!Aiya ... Sigh!!!
After a few weeks working, I am having 2-week full-time study in the office. Supposed to be fun and relaxed, however, the knowledge deliveried is quite boring - Financial applications. My god god god, I am just so bad at numbers, obvisouly, I am going to suffer a lot from those 2 weeks training. My lecturer talks non-stop there, but my ears just shut everything out. Even not one ear in, the other one out. How sad!!!! Aiya, cannot blame me ya, I try very hard to concentrate on my study and give full focus on what he is trying to say. Well well well, my Mummy never gives me a brain for maths. Haha I m totally lost and no sense of what he says at all. Good thing is that I am nt the only one who lost in the middle no where, but also my dear colleagues. Look at their puzzled faces, haha suddenly I feel I am not lonely anymore!!! It gives me so much fun whenever feeling hopeless. haha... haha.... yeah yeah I know I know it is bad la, but it really makes me laugh!
We are given so many books, to me, they are useless coz they dun make any sense to me anyway. Worse luck, my lecturer is not well-organized at all, he seems very blury and does not really know what he should say first. The whole situation becomes even worse and funny. Sometimes, he says half way suddenly changes his direction and talks abt sth else inrelevant. We look at eah other.... wordless!!!! Bacially, I have no idea of what he is trying to tell ya. Well, does not matter, anyway I am not following also. hahahahaha.... we are only with him for a few mins, the rest of time is on our own already.
Though told myself many times before class commenced that I must focus on study this time no matter how hard, it is important to me, and encouraged myself so much. When it really starts, all my courage has gone to the air, and my lady mood & kicking ass attitude are back to me just in a sec! sob sob sob!!! Cannot say I am a bad student! Who asked my boss to assign us such a boring and terrible training to us then!!!! I cry ah!!!!!
However, I dun blame, at lesat I am so lucky to have a chance to be paid to study in the office using working time by all means! So I d better not complain and shut up!!! okay lor.... then dun say lor~~~~
Looking forward to weekend again, in fact, I dun againest week days also, as long as I keep a good mood, it does not matter what day it is ya! But weekend gives me more freedom and time to relax & do whatever i wanna. Most importantly, I have so much time with Vip, which indeed brightens my days! haha .... okay okay .... today is already Tues ...not far from Friday! Better drag my mind back to the class ya, boss is going to knock my head and make me listen! aiyoh aiyoh ... kee kee ... wish myself a splendid day ya & stay healthy ya Rachel !!!!
Loves .... Rachel :)
9/3/2006 My first pair of glassesFinally finally, I got some time to shop with my Mummy on Sat, it has been so long since Mummy complained. BF got sth on, so I sort of had time to accompany her. Aiyoh, dun tell Mum, otherwise she will scold me for sure. kee kee ...
I promised Mummy to buy her a pair of new glasses, I must keep my words, haha by the way I also bought one for myself as I wanna it for so long already. I chose my own favorite color and style. It is red and the designation is from Clinique which indeed I m not sure if it has this product tho. Whatever, I did not buy it for the sake of that particular brand but for the pattern that I fancy. It is my frist time ever to have a pair of glasses, it is not for short-eye though, it is only to protect my eyes from radiation, dust and so forth. It is said that the glasses has that funtion, but it is not proved yet from my side. I am going to test it. hahaha anyway i got something cute and new ... Happy happy and Happy ya .
VIP bought me a pair of PUMA sports shoes today + a very soft and stylish T-shirt from ADIDAS, haha I did not really wanna him to buy for me but he wanna buy and he thinks it is sth that I must like. I am happy not only becoz my darling bought me sth(actually he always buys me things), but happy coz of his intention. He wanna me to have whatever I like, at least he is trying very hard to reach that stage. I really appreciate his good will and swear that I will love him much more than he does. Love cannot be measured up like that, but from deep of my heart, I know what I should do to make up the life. I am pretty sure that I know ... I love him ... coz he is worth of being loved just like giving out and taking in... I think it is really fair, God will witness that.
I had a very plesant weekend with lots of funs and good things ... I am so looking forward to my next weekend to come. hahaha yeah yeah, must make sure to work hard ya haha ... wish u all good time my dear all, will blog again soonnnn..
with loves
Rachel 9/1/2006 Girls interrupted on Friday NightWhat am I going to blog today? hmmm..... have a lot of things to say but yet still wondering what I can blog about ....
Yeah talking abt Friday Night, have not "chong" for quite some time already. I dun quite often go down to pubs nowadays, cannot believe it. hee hee life has changed dramatically and I also adapted my new life again. Mum also nags me too much whenever I go home late, so in order to save her spittle as well as my time, better obey what she says to me to play safe.
Good good that we are going to Paulaners which I like the most in Dalian. It is kinda of classic and relaxing german-style Bar with good live band and delicious food. Most importantly, the ppl hanging ard there are quite disciplined. They will not make big noise to disturb others and be drunk to spoil others' beautiful night. Well, the prices are varied, it depends on your orders, can be very expensive but also can enjoy with 20 bulks. I am so excited to make all my good friends to go as well, so I will definitely join their table later after dinner. Still remember last time we were there, we occupied the whole dancing floor and non-stop for the whole night. Of course, Uncle Rambo 's couple also enjoyed that little surprise very much that night. Cannot help laughing and dancing......
First time to bring my current colleagues there, hope they will like it as much as I do. Hard to say, we seldom go out so I am not quite sure abt their tastes. Anyway, food is good at least ya hee hee ....
I wish a good time in advance and hope they all can enjoy the peaceful but beautiful night on the first day of Sep!Yeah yeah yeah .....
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