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11/3/2009 Eat, Pray and LoveWhat is the true meaning of "happiness"? Umm ... people always say " pursue the happiness", well, i guess it is not sth you can chase after, to me, it should be a feeling ... an artistical expression of your inner spirit rather! Haha sounds so profound, yeah indeed, it is! Cuz feeling itself is a complex, i wonder why we must have so many feelings, happy, sad ... mad .. crazy .... moved ... heaps of feelings that we cant run away .. cant escape too! I used to think being happy was easy, a smile, a laughter, a happy tear .. these are happiness we call, as we grew up, i realized i was wrong. Happiness is far more complicated than a facial expression, really! And ironically, even a smile, laughters ... seem harder than before! Adults problems ... arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
Been confused and puzzled for a while, wondering why! Umm ... actually, i wanna say " love is all around", just we would rather be blind, or we become so numb, dumb and stunned that we dun wanna admit! One of my friends Lynda said this to me, she said we all should be stay contented then everything will seem easier than ever! She is so damn right .... we demand too much, admire too much ... envy too much ... ask for too many things in life... these endless desires make us not see the true world, block us to see the most beautiful things ... when we eventually get what we want, we will never stop wanting MORE! I always think we should search something beautiful within ( it is an entitlement as a human being), no matter how slight! I m sure the inner beauty is more powerful than anything else! My confession here, i have been neglecting too many precious moments in life, I pretended not to see. I m stubborn to hold onto the bloody reality that never existed once, want to believe that broken wings still can fly high ... just like a stoned prophet! Sounds like an idiot? Oh right! that was me! .... time is up, had enough! Finally, i came to my realization, all i need is just the tiny happiness! all i need is still that smile, the same courage ... hugs, motivations ... everything is still the same. they look exactly as they did. I am glad they stayed and i made a comeback! i hate being lost, i m so scared of being found too ... frighteningly terrify. So what can make you happy? When can you feel this happiness? umm .. I think when you smile from heart, then you are happy! When you feel so contented, then that is the happiness! Simple like that! When I am down, in trouble .. low spirit, i look for the familiar smile and cheerful words to lift me up! I love being with friends in the crowd, not lack of security but miss their happy faces and stupid jokes! that is when I can laugh out aloud like no one is around! I m also so greedy with that strong and supporting eyesight, I love to look into his eyes, cuz i see love ... I m truly blessed, i think!
Is it a complaint or a self-confession, rather? Or both ... whateva! I m reading a book called << eat, pray and love>> such a wonerful book that i hope all my dear friends will read it. I strongly recommend the book cuz the author is not writing a story book but her life journey, from misery to mercy! I laughed with her words, admired her courage, such a brave lady! These 3 words precisely describe why and what we are here today! We eat to live our lives, we pray for the best things to happen in our lives to make everything worth and love the people around us ... this is life! A perfect life I will call! Wish everyone for the most prosperous life and future. Life is full of hopes and dreams, so keep dreaming on, u will be there one day!
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